I have been brainstorming over the past few days, aside from the regular chaos, my mind finds it easier to daydream or write songs rather than make some concrete decisions about our financial problems...Some people who are around me like to tease about how much I use the internet, or how I waste my time otherwise and yeah, maybe I could clean up things around here, maybe I could, but when I am not doing the very least I can in domesticaa, I am cuddling up with the kids and just grinding away. I can't even seem to have fun with them tonight, but yesterday ruled as I took them to the Craft Sunday at our local Art Museum. Everything worked...I liked being in a more urban area again. I am kinda thinking that a lot of the solemn sadness I have is there is nothing much to do in a shit kicker town but raise up yer kids, go to church and drink way too much beer...
The fucking toilet is over flowing too. It always reminds me of my last post partem, that thing used to explode every other day. It was a lot of work to keep things functional for the older three kiddos. I became so infuriated at my partner. Today I just can't deal with poopy water.
I know I am being cry baby. Later I will peel myself off of this chair and kick ass for the flush! That would be FTF.
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