Yesterday

Holden is fine. i was relieved to take him to see a doctor. I couldn't take him to his regular doctor, since they charge us 90 bucks per visit, right then and there. So I took him to the ER which was probably 900 dollars that tax payers will have to pay as I go for another round of sign the kids up for CHIP, (free healthcare) this time i will vlog it. Prepare yourself to be annoyed, frustrated, bored and eventually disappointed. I guess by those descriptions, it could a Hollywood blockbuster!
i hate my job.
Holden did get to do an intro to wrestling this after school this past week, unfortunately the last day is today and he was looking forward to the ice cream party :(
Violet is in my arms nursing to nap...she will be two on May 2nd. Holy crap!!! She is such a character, I call her "Little Mama" because she is very quick to nit pick at her big brothers and 'correct' them, it's hilarious! Notice how most of my profile pics have her on my lap, she is an "Up girl" or "Lap Toddler" I'd say her needs are high on that one, also, the nursing. I feel confident in saying I AM TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY DONE WITH BREASTFEEDING(10 and half years)-the problem is that Violet is no where near done *sigh*
Oliver is sitting next to me playing an online game, "Fancy Pants" very cute. AT 4 and half now I realized recently how much I 'baby' him, but this happened at the same time as HE refused help with anything, not just the new two year old thing of "MIne do it" more like, "Back off, I am little man now" SO, I am going with it. He has had a disappointing week so far two days of inspection nonsense and then today two hours in the ER. Tomorrow is supposed to beautiful, so that means PARK PARTY!!! I hate working for the MAN.
Darius is at school. I'm not sure if I mentioned here that his band teacher really thinks he should get private piano and french horn lessons. He also had no idea about the Horntails-that Darius :) I guess I am hesitating not only for the money, but something says that Darius is fine just teaching himself. He reads music as fast as anything and yeah maybe piano lessons over the summer would be cool? The other thing is that I think its too narrowly focused. So, when we were at the park on Saturday we watched his grade's baseball team. I asked him if he would like to do something like that and as we watched, he said, yeah I think I would. I think that sports would be the right kind of different for him :) SO I have to get on that one that too....
oh yeah and did i mention i hate my job...so a guy from downstairs asked very politely if he could do the new smoke alarms this morning as i was getting us ready to leave. I tried to rearrange it for tomorrow, because we were leaving and Glendemort yelled up that it had to be done today. I could have fought him on it, by law you need to give 24 hours notice etc, but i decided that i don't have to be a cunt about everything, really :) so, he was up here and BOY did i need to use the bathroom, but moms and dads you know how the bathroom door is like "The Funhouse Door" when you need to do important stuff? Well, important and MONTHLY things...oh man, no supplies had to resort to the paper towel trick until i had a chance to get to store and boy perfect timing Slaughterhouse 33. I'm just glad the paper towel didn't slip down into my shoe, not that that has ever happened before or anything.
This day is getting better, think i'm going to go lie on the couch and think about ceiling tiles....blah. can't wait to go to work tonight and call Ian to tell him how much i hate that job.